Even when you don’t want them to, things change. & as much as you want them to go back to how they were, they don’t.
Things were so perfect. So. Perfect. We spent every day together, every second together. I couldn’t have been more happy. Everything I ever wanted, I finally had. Now, I don’t even know you. We don’t even talk. And when we do, it’s so different. I can’t stand it. I hate talking to you now. I want the old back. The old you, the old us. I know you wanted it as bad as I did. I know you loved it as much as I did. I know you saw everything exactly the way I did. So why..
Why couldn’t you just admit it? Just be ready for it? Why couldn’t you just accept the happiness? Was it too much for you? Was everything too perfect?
I don’t know. I’ll never know. All I know is..
I miss you, we miss you.
Maybe one day we’ll meet again and be ready for the beauty we could create together, experience together.
Maybe..
Just maybe.
Until then, I hope you well. & I’m here for you whenever you need me.
I love you, always.. always.
